My all

A chanced encounter once saved my life. Saved who I am inside. Brought me new joy and happiness. It was supposed to be forever....it was supposed to go on forever. Didn't we say it was forever, through thick and thin?

But, alas, my world is crumbling down, falling and falling away. I am dead inside and only you can make me feel alive.....
If memories are all I'll have, that is not living the life we've envisioned at all.
I want more than memories....I want more than pictures...more than words.
I want the person more than anything else in the world....and it's killing me inside knowing that it may never ever be.
I am dying, fading away slowly as the days wears on.....
Slowly as the time ticks on without you.

How can I go on? How can I live my life as passionately as I used to, without you by my side.
Everything that we've been through, everything that we've shared.
Do you not know how important you are to me?
Do you not know how my world shines brighter than before with you in it?

This is all I have left, and all that I am.
I am left with nothing.